A regular muggle living in an all to muggle-world, a little part of me died when i realised i'd never get to go to hogwarts. i want to be 11 again. but it's too late, cause severus snape's already dead. so is michael jackson. why am i always just a little too late?

Anyways... I'm Faried. Turning older on every 2208..

HAHAHA. I just told everyone about my plan, BUt Who cares No one reads my blog. This is a so called digital diary. Yea, TRUE TRUE!

IF your reading this, this might be my last post. cause you will never see me again... GOOD BYE, my love, i will always miss you. You'll always be in my heart, and i will never forget you.

HAHAHA. Joking only lah. Relakxs. Anyway, i guess all of you might be playing, celebrating and enjoying rite now. YAH! Good for you. I will still be at home rotting, and my best friend is going to be a book. WALAOWEI, i still got exam, religious one. ERm talking about words, and more words. YEa, thought of selling my poems. Cheh no lah, just thought of publishing it. Malay, Love poem - Puisi Cinta. I love a girl, who love me, but, what haPPENED! Nah, i just dunno how to handle a girl, i'm shy, quite and not that funny. YEA, i'm not suprise if a girl leave me.........
But just broken hearted.



Finding someone to love. If you read this your going to know my plans, but you will never know who... One day, i'm going invite a special someone. Invite her to somewhere romantic... Somewhere, when the sun meet the sea. Yup, you guess it, its the beach. On a specific time, i'm going to sit with her alone, and lookat the sun as it goes down At that special moment, i'm going to ask the special someone that very special question, a question about LOVE... I hope she say yes... If she does say yes, i'm going to kiss her on the lips, no lah, only the cheeks, and hug her. On that special day she going to be my special someone. Someone TO Love.

YEa, been thinking all this time... wHat if she says no.

Then, just go with the flow. I guess shes not mine. Not my first, neither is the first special kiss that i'm going to give her. TAke her HAnds, hold it tight. And never let it go.