Someone To Love

LOng time...

2010-03-07T21:15:00.002+08:00

Its been quite a long time, since i post a real post....
Life has been a drag...
Also stressful...
Test hers, Test there...
So stress...
TSK TSK TSK!

Planing on getting a new skin for my blog... unfortunately i forgot the website...
Dammit!
Computer has been laging
And days has been getting pretty boring.
I am going to do something about this... Must make me extra exciting...
And also must concentrate on studies...
Which adds on to the boring-ness.

"Love is the Key"

2010-03-04T19:21:00.004+08:00

You were the key to my heart.
You were the windows to my soul.
But you weren't there from the start,
And it tore me apart.

When you ditched me, i fell,
And my heart turned wispy like an eggshell.
I even thought i was hopeful,
But you just turned me into a fool.

The love for you dissipates,
Just as it was about to escalate.
But for you, I shall emancipate,
The feelings that was once a part of fate.

It's all to late...

(CREDIT TO QUITE A NUMBER OF PEOPLE... LOL!)

GoodBye Love...

2010-02-19T17:03:00.003+08:00

As the sky passes by,
Day by Day the roses die.
As the feelings slowly flies,
It'll be the time to say goodbye...

I'm going to miss you,
Sadly i do.
But when it is time to go,
Sorry, but i need to leave you.

Hope we'll meet some day,
May our path cross the same way.
Maybe that time, I'll ask you to stay,
And then you can take me away.

By Cherwin & Big.AL

URG!!!

2010-02-18T21:33:00.004+08:00

Damnit Not this feeeling agaaaiiiin!
NOt the feeeling of the urge to BEAT someone up....
Common man! Must Control! XD
Hopefully its gone before tmr....
OR else.

URg!!! Don't stress... Don't stress... Don't stress!
XD
So Random...
BOOOOOMZ!
Making myself entertain...
MY life story...
Trying to get a crush,
At last u get crush...
LITERALLY!

One thing is for sure.
I''m going to miss you...
Taking up all my time, trying to forget about you...
Looking at the sky,
Thinking about you...

Maybe i should write a poem,
Just about you.
Dedicated to you,
For you...

:D

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p.s. maybe i should beat u up after all...No use holding all this anger inside of me. DIE BOY! LOL! JOKING!

Friends For life...

2010-02-08T21:00:00.002+08:00

Ouh yah! Today was awesome maN!
We had this incredible C.E. Project...
So, we had to create a rap, song... etc
So... We chose a song.
About Total Defence. The song was Awesome man!
Although, afiq Ezz did not come. HE missed it man. IT was fun!
IT really brought my spirits up man. I do really HAVe GREAT friends.
Thx Cherwin... KHai... and Afiq Ezz too... :D
The song not complete, i'll post the video, if we manage to do it. :D!
One more TIme. THX GUYS!

Stressful about relantionships....

2010-02-08T20:37:00.002+08:00

LIfe's like a wheel.
Sometimes your up there, way up high...
But other times Ur down low, into the ground...
Where i am right now...

I know this sound kindda depressing, But nah... Sad it is...
MY plan was planned out nicely today, but everything was cancelled.... :C
I did made a surprise for her, a surprise that was only given,
To the heart by its own hands.
Hope tmr i can send her home...
i could at least give her that...
NAh, not going to tell wat is it...
But i think she want it, so much, but not too much...
XD
She got netball tmr, but i don't mind if she is all sweaty or smelly.
IT wat matters on the inside only, not de outside....
:D

'MASS' RUN!!!

2010-01-30T22:10:00.002+08:00

WOAH!!!

Today got mass Run. So fun sia! i can last 3 km, nice.
NOt bad, have improvement.
Think like got top 50 uh. Shit! :C Wanted top20 or something, this is a sign to improve further. I
'm to heavy to run. MY legs could carry my big muscular body... HAHA! muscular sey.
CHEY! We design the mascot last minute sia.
So perangai, most the member that was suppose to do it, didn't came. WAT THE....!
So, at last we did it.
Then later, we went to eat and walk-walk around CS, TM & T1.
Walao Leg damn tired eh. HAHA! Can't survive... At last go home, sleep, then wake up and go gym. Freak. HAHA!
Tmr guarantee tired and whole body very pain.
BYe bye. Wanna go sleep.

P.s. can't forget about you, Hope one day i could finally get you... :D

Problems....

2010-01-27T18:58:00.002+08:00

Today was a good day to relief my stress man. went out with friends and some laugh... I meant A LOT OF laughs.
HAHA! I'm having second taught about someone. I dunno uh.
Maybe wat my friends and i think was wrong... was REALLY wrong man! anyway, heck care with all those stuffs.
Just now, did not mange to find body paint or face paint or watever uh. But Elvira manage to find it, go Elvira.
At last the painting of Shahrul will be a success for Mass Run, thus coming Sat. HAHA! I got to go now, must study somemore.
Friday got SSH test.... -_- TSK TSK TSK! NEw principal, new rules. Now every freaking week got test. Damnit!

$#@!

2010-01-26T18:46:00.002+08:00

$#@%!

URg! i don't think i'm ready for it man. I suck man!!! I'm not ready. Butterfly in stomach, hand shivering like earthquake. HELP I need advice. HAHA! Where's the love guru when you need it!? $#@%! How to make yourself Brave? Brevvveeee.... Urg tomorrow got maths test then got SSh test on fri, better study hor... $#@%! I wish i could like talk so swift fully. NO regrets eh, Cherwin...

First Time See, First Time love.

2010-01-23T11:42:00.002+08:00

Urgggg. Wat a mundae morning. I woke up at 10, and still feel sleepy. OMG! Must prepare myself, Today is the only day for gym. NOw weekdays cannot go no more. Go Infocus, fed up uh. You remember about the girl i was talking about the other day, yea i found her on facebook, And got to know her in like 30 mins or so. HAHA! Must make friends with her first, talk lha, and go out. But must also concetrate on studies. HAHA! URG!

SEC 4... PArtly Strees out, Partly COOL!

2010-01-21T23:39:00.002+08:00

YEA! New Sec 1 has just arrived...

There were really some hot attrative, elegant girl man. She like OMG! I can't even belive she's sec 1, wonder how does she look like during pri sch, same pri with me also... that means when i'm Pri 6, she's Pri... erm 3??? YAh MAybe. Must be also HOt then. HAHA! Currently Dunno why cannot go in facebook, so long never blog.... Sec 4 so Rabak, every single day, without rest, 24 hrs study. Anyway. i think i got a crush on this new sec one Gilr. HOT sia. somemore go in Net BAll. FUYOOO! I'm like hesitating to ask her number... She so Beautifull, garantee got alot of admirer, So feeling kindda low of myself. I'm sue u don't get wat i mean. NVm... Anyway my friend force me to ask for the number and i think, i'm going too. :D MAybe tomorrow... Wish me lUCK!!!!

BrisBane 09

2009-12-14T12:52:00.010+08:00

HEre Are only Some of the Pic. HAHA! There are many more!

Me, My Sis n Her Friend...

Freaky! Scary!

Dream World + White Water World = Fun!

Going To Morten Island To Tangalooma Resort..

Going Sand Surfing!

BACKIE from Aussieland!

2009-12-10T12:31:00.002+08:00

OH MY! Came back from holiday fer the last two days, and it was tiring. When to Australia and had a REALLY FUN TIME! Slept yesterday, and woke up, still feeling tired. This is called 'JET LACK'. CAuse S'pore and Australia Timing are different. Ouh... We went to Gold Coast Australia. Live at Surfer's Paradise and went to 'Movie World' n 'Dream World' n 'White Water World'. Unfortunately, It was Summer there, But i did not even Broke a sweat. The Wind was damn strong, anyway the humidity lvl was quite low to compare to S'pore! I wish i could go again. Better Luck! One thing was, the ROLLER COASTER! DAMN! I'll post Picture some other day but it was unforgettable. HAHA! Australian accent was quite funny too! I could understand a word. HAHA! We also went dolphin Feeding n thier names are RANI n BOBO. HAHA! BOBO my fav. It was a Five day trip but it felt very short, like there was not enough time to spend every thhing in that Five day trip. I had enough of the SUN tOOO! Now i'm Shedding like a Snake. OMG!

What You got to Know!

2009-12-03T18:39:00.001+08:00

When she stares at your mouth
[ Kiss her ]

When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you
[ Grab her and dont let go ]

When she starts cursing at you tryin to act all tuff
[ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]

When she's quiet
[ Ask her whats wrong ]

When she ignores you
[ Give her your attention ]

When she pulls away
[Pull her back ]

When you see her at her worst
[ Tell her she's beautiful ]

When you see her start crying
[Just hold her and dont say a word ]

When you see her walking
[ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]

When she's scared
[ Protect her ]

When she steals your favorite hat
[ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]

When she teases you
[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]

When she doesn't answer for a long time
[ reassure her that everything is okay ]

When she looks at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]

When she says that she likes you
[SHE REALLY DOES MORE THAN YOU COULD UNDERSTAND!!!]

When she grabs at your hands
[ Hold her's and play with her fingers ]

When she bumps into you;
[ bump into her back and make her laugh ]

When she tells you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]

When she looks at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until she does ]

When she says it's over
[ she still wants you to be hers ]

When she reposts this bulletin
[ she wants you to read it ]

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything.

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's ok dont believe it, talk with her

- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

- Treat her like she's all that matters to you.

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick.

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid.

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes.

- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.

- Let her know she's important.

- Kiss her in the pouring rain.

- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is;

'Whose ass am I kicking baby?'

Depression???

2009-11-05T19:17:00.003+08:00

Hmmppp! Another depressed day....

HAHA! NO lah joking. Whose depressed!? Hate to be depressed, it sucks. There's no happiness in your life man! Its best if you keep on staying happy and here's some advice... Whenever your depressed, think positive, stay AWAY from negative.... UNDERSTOODED! Thinking negative is the last thing that u want to do or never even do it.. Example, U've been rejected rite, don't spent the night in your room, crying and hitting your head on the wall! Just relax and think positively, like U've been Rejected OR Dumped, now u know she's not into you and you could try to forget about her. At least there is now one thing less that worries you... U get what i Mean??? I'm trying to say here like, If you like that girl, truly love, u pay constant attention to her rite, then if you never see her, you'll get worry that she is out with another boy... This worries you, HAHA! This will lead you more into a doom of depression. Better Forget about her... You SEE!? GEt IT? Same goes for the girls.

SMILE ALLWAYS!!! ;D

FriendShip!

2009-11-04T19:19:00.001+08:00

If Kisses were water, I will give U a Sea.

If Hugs were Leaves, I will give U a Tree.

If Life was a Planet, I will give U a Galaxy.

If Friendship is Life, I will give U Mine.

LOOOVE!

2009-11-03T16:31:00.003+08:00

These are some advice that i would like to personally share with you...

Think before you say...
Try before you do it...

Most people were not given a chance, not even the slightest chance to date the girl that they like. If you would want to reject a person, think first of what's going to happen next... You could change someone which is sweet and loving, into the most evil devil. When a guy throw its entire love to someone, they really meant it. They'll remember you every minute and care for you. I noe out that, some of u are saying, NO Personal SPACE rite? Well it's true. BUt give a chance to that guy! BUt what if you rejects him... OUHHH! Thats bad. He is going to be depressed man. This is when whats happens to a guy, if truly loves a girl, and gets rejected. HE might kill himself, OUH thats bad. HE's going to be Depressed, may never even love again. Or Nothing to patch back his heart. So, i'm just saying here, give that Guy/Girl a chance, before you say that horrible word. HAH! Even if you do not like him, at least reject him politely, with some Sympathy! and with some heart. YOu GEt me?

Let me Share some experience.. I once like a girl. I really love her. It was like i could not get her out of my mind. Than i tried uh... u noe, talking to her. Sadly, i was been rejected. The feeling was like, so depressed, like... No words can explain it. And i don't think that i could anymore love someone as much as i do love her. I was afraid that something like that would occur again. It's hard man. Getting out of depression. Can't explain it man...

Wat do Girls Think In Silence?

2009-11-03T16:25:00.002+08:00

When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind. When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply. When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around. When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine. When a GIRL stares at you she is wondering why you are lying. When a GIRL lays on your chest .. she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered. When a GIRL says ' I love you ' .. she means it. When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' .... no one in this world can miss you more than that. Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person .... Find a guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot. who calls you back when you hang up on him. who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who ..... kisses your forehead. Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats. Who holds your hand in front of his friends. Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '

So Girls, make sure you make the right decision, and
Boys, do not take advantage of her..

10 YEARS!!!

2009-10-01T09:25:00.003+08:00

LOng! LOng! LOng! Very long already never blog.

I guess i blog this one time ler. ;D

PAst few deys, Got F1. WOAH! Cool sia. I though it would be boring, but acctually damn Nice eh. VERY FUN! INteresting! I like the crashes sia. HAHA! CA also finish, got back marks... Dissapointed, need to DO morE! End-Of-The-Year Exam is also coming, STress Sia.Alot somemore must study.CRAZY SIA! Better enjoy the last moment, Then Must study. WALAO!

Jealousy Confined

2009-09-06T17:23:00.001+08:00

Some days are often to good to be awaken. And some days, i feel as those i do not want to be awaken. The pain in my heart as been killing me for days, months and century. And there is nothing that could fix it back.

Anyway, got back progress report... Not bad, but i hope to do better. Got three A's and the rest are B's. Coool uh. HAHA! Got our class photo too. This year is the greatest, i love my new CLASS. YEa! And i like my this year Class photo too.. I looked good. CHEY, HAHA! Can't wait to break fast, for somehow, today feels so hungry. Matbe because yesterday go GYM! No wonder so hungry. -_-

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!!!

2009-08-31T17:41:00.002+08:00

Today is Teachers Day! WOAH! We had a celebration, and it was a BLAST! WOAH! THe Singers are hot man... Especially Tiara... WOAH! The MC where funny too. GO AqiL! HAHA! Good Times... Good Times... The Sec 2 kid, i think, got one kid do Shuffle. COOOL SIA! he so skill. :D The others dancer where great too. There were some funny parts, but i would not want to say it out. It's like rude...(No Offence Meant) Anyway, today was great, after school, went to afiqs' grandfather house to do some GEOG Project. Slleepy eh, and tired... and My shoulder still hurt, from a bad experience at the gym last Saturday. -_- Just took bubur from Mosque, I think I AM going to slleep, BYE! :D

UP!

2009-08-25T18:06:00.000+08:00

Just finish watching UP. Like wise, i downloaded it. It was the most beautiful story, i've ever watch. Eventhough it was a cartoon story, but it really touch me. I should advice you yo watch it. IT was sad and beautiful at the same time. WOW! It would touch you emotionally. Wouldn't want to talk more, go watch it, you won't regret it. :D SO NICE!

Ramadhan...

2009-08-24T17:56:00.000+08:00

It's Fasting month all right. So fast. Days pass by like only a few hours sitting in the room, doing nothing. Just got back home, very tired, hungry, thirsty. I really need to work out more, i feel not strong... So i just took the 5 KG disc from ANWAR, GOING to take the other 5 KG disc from him tomorrow. Now the problem is that i just do not have a STick! The metal STick that connect the two disc. I either buy or lend it from someone. WHO GOT EXTRAS!? Can't believe going gym this Wednesday, wonder if i can handle it...Anything, i just wanna get big and muscular by HARI RAYA! WOAH! Can't wait for it. Damnit, tomorrow got two test.. NEED TO STUDY! BYE!

YippY!

2009-08-21T15:17:00.000+08:00

In this post, i would like to thank those who have to wish me HAPPY BIRTHDAE! YEa! At last, now, i've become 15! But not yet uh, just a few more hours. And... MIstika Thanks to you so much. I really appreciate it :D Nice brownies by the way. Arggg, but the sway thing is, my B'dae is the first day of fasting month. It's still kind of cool, but cannot celebrate. HAHA!
This year, is wat i call true friends are... :D Thanks, Once again.

HUH???

2009-08-08T20:06:00.000+08:00

Today was like WOAH! IT's the weirdest day ever. Ever since i got out of the house, people start staring at me, and when i say people, i meant eveyone of them. Es pecially when i was at the GYM! It all started out when i attended a wedding. My mother's friend. Got alot of CUTTE2 and HOT2 Gals sia. Then, i realise that people keep on staring at me. The girls i don't mind uh, but the boys??? Wats wrong man... Then at the gym also... While i was working out, people keep on staring at me sia. WTH! nevermind, heckcare, thats their problem. anyway, i did not expect cute girls go GYM. I saw some just now. :D Later on, when down and play footballs with my PIPS! YEA! FUN FUN! I have improve. ;D Oh yah, at last all this editing shit on blogger has came back, now i can edit text...

It's all about you...

2009-08-02T19:03:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I cant decide if I love you or hate you,
I once believed you could make my dreams come true.
You hurt me so bad but I always stayed thinking it would be worth it.

I told my self all the time to be stong and quit,
but im not a quiter, I fight for what I want,
and when I no longer want I look for what I need, but my lifes in a knot.

I need to untie my self from you and move on,
the moment you left, you looked back and i was gone.
you thought i was going to chase you but you were wrong.

Here's your good bye, live your life cuase its going to be long,
let our date rest in its grave,
becuase im glad its over and I was brave.

2009-08-02T18:47:00.002+08:00

RANDOM RANDOM RANDOM!!! Idiot got somthing wrong with this thingy, can't edit or even insert pics or videos. WATS HAPPENING??? RANDOM!

BOOM! BOOM! POW!

2009-07-20T17:31:00.002+08:00

BOOM! BOOM! BOOM! Dammmn, its' been a long time since i blog a post. I say thayt everytime. HAHAHA! Watever.. Kk... Since i got not much story to tell, i story about the past. :D

18th July 2009 - Saturday.

IT was really tiring, but i did not EVEN noe why i DID IT??? HAHA! I wanted to go to the gym only, but ended up going cycling for like 1 hour ++ and still can go gym for like 2 hours ++. Must be outta of my mind. COOOOL! I was BoReDDDD! Ended up being really tired and the pain has still not gone away. HAH! This is normal... Every single week, it will heal up. YAY! And Afiq Ezz's Father suddenly arise from no where... HAHA! He teach us some technic, which could be put to good use. MUHAHAHAHA! (P.S. Afiq your Father ROCKS!!!)

Guitar Hero Rocks!!!

2009-07-07T21:20:00.003+08:00

......It been a long time to post... HAHA! just feel lazy to post, got a lot of school stuffs to do. Actually NO! HAHA! Play PSP games a lot, got somemore uh. :D I recently downloaded a new game, called 'Pangya' to my PSP. Actually is not a new game, but recently, it just came out for PSP. IT's addictive man, and really fun too.

OH YAH! i play 'Guitar Hero' at my friend house too. THE WHOLE SET! got to try out the drums. IT WAS FREAKING COOOL! Cherwin you miss out on ALL the action, you should have come!!! I intend to come this thursday again if there are spaces available. :D OK Anwar!? (if you are reading this) Anwar you ROCK!

POWERSliding Rocks!

2009-06-30T19:11:00.002+08:00

HaH! Today was fun. Fun, in a sort that it was exciting. U noe Powersliding? I figure it out, that there is such thing. Its about sliding on rails or escalators or anything that could be slide on. WoooHOOO! We start to create videos, and like short film about us doing the various kind of powersliding stunt. Today was awesome. Me and Afiq Ezz a.k.a BoB! Like at the MRT escalator near our school. So far, we are increasing bit, by bit. More days to come, There would be More Stunt. YEA! Try it! Well, there are some embrasing part. XD HAHA! But it will never happen again. I hope Ezz update the blog about powersliding.

Go here >>> 'http://rejimenmelayu.blogspot.com/'

...

2009-06-25T20:38:00.001+08:00

Erm, its been a long time since i post anything, or even blogged! Nothing to say about. Everyday is the same day. BUT NOT BORING AND OLD. i did went out a few times. YEA! But nothing to talk about, just a normal JaLaN-JaLaN. Nothing new. See if got anything interesting to blog about, then i'll blog. Till then. BYE BYE! At LEAST I BLOGGED!

H1N1 - Vote For Holiday!

2009-06-22T10:51:00.005+08:00

GOOODMorning! EVERYONE, if you are reading this, please log on now to 'www. channelnewsasia.com/singapore/index.htm' Please vote for extended holidays, during this H1N1 flu pandemic. YAY! Hope no school for another 1 or 2 weeks time. I personally think vote for extended holiday. ALL MUST vote know! OK. HAPPY HOLIDAYS. HAHA! VOTE!

(I know a girl, who once played with boys feeling. She broke my heart, and made me mad. She hurl me into a deep depression, that took me a long time to recover. Such evil is in her heart. I hope one day, the boy that she's dating now, will one day break her heart, and return the favour for me)

SKate! SKate! AnD More SKate

2009-06-18T18:24:00.002+08:00

HEY THERE! Today went out again. HEEE! Actually, we were suppose to go to the library and do our physics textbook. HAH! BUt we went to skate park, to do some skating. MAN it was hot! Serious. I think we got 8% darker. HAHA! Now then i relise that skating is damn fun, feel like buying it. Did FALL alittle, first few times, BUt never give up. HAHA! At least now i know how to get on the board and move it. NOw must Learn how to Turn it... Thats all i got no say. This is one of the shortest post. XD

BOOM! BOOM! BOOM!

2009-06-17T18:11:00.006+08:00

WOAH! Today was FUN, FUNNY, HILARIOUS, EXCITING, AND MORE FUN! IT was a RAP Guys, but camera quality not good uh. NOKIA WAT! NOOB! As i said yesterday, or past few days... We were going out to film and JaLaN-JaLaN also. YeA! So we did went to alot of places. HAH! One of them is VIVO City! We were like so childish there. We figured out that when it is cold and dry, there would be static, if we rub each other... SO! We kept on rubbing each other. HAHA! it was FUNNY and FUN. YEa! AT last we finish our English NPPA. If we never get high marks for this.. I dunno wat to say. HAHA! NOt much to descride. You have to be there, to experince it. HAH! YEa! And We Laugh our Socks OFF!

Cherwin, Khai, Afiq (HIppy). HAHA! XD

ME! :D

I'm HaPPy! :D

2009-06-16T14:37:00.004+08:00

Tuesday... Today... I had tuition in the morning. You'll be thinking, it's the June holidays, why would someone be studying rite. Well, hah, i was force too. BUT I enjoy it. Covered another topic of A MAths. BY term 3, i could finish the whole syllabus of Sec 3. SKILL! :D HArd work Now in Sec 3, later in Sec 4, RELAX!

It been a long time since i post another poem/puisi. Don't have the feeeling to write... MAybe i should start writing again. Well, my friends said, my poems are nice... i Wonder if it's true. HAHA! Tomorrow, i'm going out with my friends. YAY! Hope i enjoy, and remeber to take pictures again. HAHA! Actually, we are mostly doing project... English NPPA. BUT at The same time JAlaN-JAlaN also Rite. :X

Tiring...

2009-06-15T09:33:00.000+08:00

Zzzz. Tsk! So sleepy. Don't even know why i woke up so early. I'm still tired and had not YeT Recover from Yesterday. Well, Yesterday was really tiring, i went to gym for 2 hours, i think. Then played football till dark. WOOOaH! It was fun hough. I think of sleeping back. HAHA!. Blog again later, if i got things to say. :D

Pool!!! (8 Ball)

2009-06-12T17:57:00.003+08:00

Just Came home, half an hour ago. YEA! JuSt now, went out with friends after our prayer, to play pOOl. F.Y.I Second time playing. Fun eh, and so addictive. HAHA! HAving to much fun, till forget to take pictures. AWH! Just add a new song to my 'mixpod'. try hearing it,very nice eh, Poker Face by LaDy GaGa. OUh, during pOOl, did now win much. Actualy i did win, but than the white ball went in too. ARG! Then lose. Fed UP sey. HAHA. Kay, nothing to talk about, maybe later i blog again, mostly tomorrow uh. :D Time to make maggie. HUNgrY uh! BYE!

'Eat till you Drop!'

2009-06-10T20:40:00.009+08:00

MAN!!! TODay was expensive, and explosive! WOOOH! My sister made a booking at tHe expensive, but high class restaurant, tHe 'CaRousel'. Dammmmnn! I can't explain the experince, but there was so many food to choose from, that i did not know which to choose. HAHA! XD But i did try all. From Sushi to Sea Food to Land Food to Chocolate Fountain. Let the pictures explain it for you. :D LOOK At All the Sea FOOd. WOAH! Nice

LoOK At the SeA FooD! WOaH! I Ate all, NICE! XD

LoOK At tHe LobSter. IT's HUge! And i ate one too! HAHA! it taste like chicken!

GuESS Wats This! IT's tHe ChocaLate Foundtain! COOL Eh! And i Dip Anything i CoulD Find InTo IT, And Eat It. YEA!
AnD This iS tHe Result OF Wat HApPen aFter The DIPPING process. HAHA!

B.G.A!

2009-06-10T20:29:00.002+08:00

HEy! HEy! HEy! Sorry for the absence for the past 3 days, i think, or maybe more. HAHA! WatEver ler. Anyway, ok, nothing happen much today, so... i'll talk about yesterday, tHe mOSt enjoying part of my life. AccTually not so urg. HAHA! Ok, well, my friends and i decided to do our english project together. Since we choose to take a video project, we had to go to the exact location. YEa, So we did. HAHAHA! We travelled to geylang, did our project and enjoy ourselves at
'Mr Teh Tarik' YEa! HAha. then, we travelled to Arab street. Oohhh, many things happen along the way from Bedok to Geylang to Arab Street. HAHA! bUt some things are not mean to be said. XD
So, we were video taping our 'project' and people see us, like as though we were some tourist. HAH! Cause Cherwin, one of my frends, was holding the cam-corder, and was taping while walking. HAHA! Everyone stare at him! Well i do not have any pictures for this trip. ;C Was enjoying and laughing away, till we forget to take pictures. XD

Hold Her Tight And Never Let Go.

2009-06-04T18:52:00.004+08:00

Heyyy. Today i did some last minute schooling. HAHAHA! I forgot that i got school today, but luckily my friend woke me up 1 hour before our CCa starts. YEA! I was like, WHAT THE HECK. Anyway, I was in a rush and manage to reach half an hour before it start. WOAh! HAHA! So we got scolded for coming late, YEA! I do not know why should i be happy. HAHA! -_- Well nothing much happen after that. Went home... Slack... Use the com... Should be, thats all. OH YAH! For all Red Bull drinkers out there, i do not know whether you watch the news or not.. But, Red Bull contains a smmall amount of cocaine. HAHAHA, no wonder it makes people high. COoool eh! And i still have not bath since i came home from school. HAHA! Kay, maybe later. XD

(I love you with all my heart and i care for you, like i care for myself. But you left me standing alone, and went out with other man. I wish you know how much i love you. I wish you were with me, right here by my side.)

2009-06-03T17:49:00.000+08:00

Rubics, Rubics, Rubics... Rubics FUN!!!

Roses are Red, Violet are Blue...

2009-06-02T19:04:00.003+08:00

Hie again. Just cam home 2 hours ago. HAHA. At least got to go out today, or else i'll be rotting at home, sitting in front of my com watch video, movies, etc. HAHA! It feels like a movie marathon for this whole week. :D The sad thing is, there is no one to share with. :C Wish i could invite my friends here, and watch movies together on this huge plasma, flat screen tv. HAHA, i'm just showing off. Ok, Sorry. Anyway, i'll always use that TV for watching movies. Furthermore, it is in my bedroom too. YEA!!!! ITs relaxing. The quality is freaking good. So is the sound, i would sometimes blast it. HAHA! and my mother would shout, to lower it down. WAKAKAKA. Anyway, Today i went out with one of my friends, Zuhri. He asked me to teach him Maths, both A and E. It seems that i'm popular around people with maths, especially my malay friends. Chey. SHow oFF urg ni. HAHA! I'm talking to myself.

OK, so we did maths like for one hour and decide to walk around, HAHA. My body screwed. i measure my temperature, it was 35.3. HAHA. SKILL RITE! Curretnly still 35.8. Anyway, we laugh the whole way. HAHAHA. One of the funniest was. We were walking around Centuary Square, and saw a GIANT lighter. So we were bragging all day about it and making jokes about it. HAHA. Then, Zuhri had a $5 Voucher of Starbucks. HAHAHA. WE were first timer, so we tried walking into it and, we were like some idoit, when we walked in and walked out. CAUSE THE DRINKS WERE FREAKING EXPENSIVE. HAHAHA!!!!! Only one drink was worth buying, and it was worth $4 ++. LIKE WHAT THE HELL SIA! YEa. that almost all. Unfortunately, i did not TAKE ANY PICTURES. DAMN! Sorry though. HAHA. Maybe next time :D BYE!

Hamstersss, cute ones...

2009-06-01T18:55:00.005+08:00

LALALALALALA... Same old, Same old. Same old boring day. Spent the whole day at home, so i decided to download some movie. HAHAHA, just watched 4 movie back-to-back. CRAZY!!! Wellll, i watched Yes Man, Wanted, I Am Legend and Bedtime Stories. Damn all the shows were interesting and good. At least i've found something to do at home. HAVE YOU!? HAHAHA!!! Yes Man was freaking funny.. Ok, Ok lah. Now my head spining, watch too much already. WAHAHA!!! Lets do a flash back....... In the morning i woke up and straight away went down to see my lovely Hamster. My sis name her TinkerBell. HAHA, it is fat!!! take a look ath the picture i took, while she was eating... :D And take alook at another pictre, when she's sleeping. AWWW, she's damn cute! AWWW!

Sick... Feel like dying...

2009-05-31T18:10:00.006+08:00

Today was a freakishly boring day. I could not go out, i could not sleep, i could not even workout. Actually i could, but... I'm still sick. I'm SERIOUSLY UNWELL, with bad temper. HAh, but got to contain my bad temperness. Yea, i normally moody when i'm sick. Besides the raging fever i have, i am also down with a running nose. WALAO WEI!!! I've been holding the tissue box at my hand, and bring it everywhere i go too. DAMMMN, even if all the fans were off, i;m still snezzing, and it feels as though, i'm in an ICE BOX! Urg, can't think of anything right now, i can even lye down, or else, i could not breathe. Anyway, i miss someone voice. I miss her image, and i miss being there by her side... (P.S. I don't even noe what the hack i'm talking about, feeling dizzy...)

XOXOXO

Results are iN!

2009-05-30T12:01:00.004+08:00

HEy THere :D Sorry for not posting for the whole WEEK. YEa, everyday is the same thing, HAHA, don't need to post. Wanted to post yesterday night, but WAS SiCk. I was very ill, WOAH! But luckily my friends were all CarinG. THANKS GUYS AND GIRLS! Ooo, my SISter brought home a Hamster. YAY!!! damn it was cute. It reminded me of my previous hamster, which past away, a long time ago. ;( I miss them, and my cat too. okey, better forget about the past... Got my results, literally got it back. Our teachers show us, but was suppose to take it on Friday, which was yesterday. Since i knew, i wasn't going to come, i took a picture of my results slip. HAHAHA! XD

Here are my results:

English : C5
MT : B3
A Maths : A1
E Maths : A1
Chemistry : B3
Physics : B4
SS. H : A2
Geog : C5

DAmmnnn, i'm so dissapointed with myself, i could have get high marks, but did not study much. HAHA! But nevermind, i still got 2nd place in class. YAY!!! So, contended with myself. I must buck up for my geog and Sciences. :D i Continue later or maybe tomorrow, OK? i'm still feeling quite unhealty. BYE!
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Absence - Thurs

2009-05-23T10:29:00.007+08:00

Sorry for the absence. My sis Has been hogging the com all by herself. Yea, so i could not use to blog or etc. Anyway, Thursday was fun, and hyper babe. I got My MYE results, and to my suprise, i did better than most of my E2 friends. PANDAI AH NI. HAHAHA, MACAM PAHAM. I got 4A's, with two distinctions. but at the end of the day, i was still sad, cause i FAILED my geog, actually almost all of us FAILED. ARG, Mr K. TAn was so mad at us, first time, WE got to see his face went smoking red. HAHX. NVM, what done is done, better forget it. Look on the bright side, if it would addd up with CA marks, i Would pass. WWOOOHOOO!!! After school I stayed back for a while, actually it was LONGER, HAHX, till 6.00 pm ++ I did alittle helping, for the student council, even though i'm not one of them. JUst helped them clean up the student coucil room, DAMn, it was dirty, and i though student council, was suppose to be an example for us to follow. HAHAHA, JoKinG. YEA, but it was really dirty, but... we still mange to clean it up, IT Changed... After that, i joined my frineds. Played football for a while. HAHAHA, luckily i was hyper then. IT WAS REALLY FUN. i was so hyper, that when i ran back and forth the pade square, i DID not get tired. HAHAX, but over time, my hyperness, went away, i i get tired over time. XD I talked to Mistika For a while, at the cannteen, HAHx, discuss our exam results, then, wshe wanted to go home, so, YEa, i continue playing my hyper soccer ball, and SCORE two GoAls, WOOHOOO. When hme at about 6.00 pm, reached home at about 6.45 pm. Then Mistika asked me a question... JENG JENG JENG!!!

De Art Festival.

2009-05-20T19:10:00.002+08:00

Today wass like every other day, but hotter, really really hot. Serious, tak le ANGS... But at last it was colder, much more colder. All The 3Express, must go to the arts frestival at the Victoria Theater Hall. We were expecting a more BeTTeR performance, of B-Boy or Hip-Hop. HAH, BUt it was neither, it was some mixture of dances, but still got B-Boy, Still Very cOOl. YEa, the theater was vert cold, but better than the outside humid, hot air. After the performance, we tried some of the things that they have done, in there. HAHAHA, Damn it was hilarious! NAH, nothing can copy them, they were unique. Actually nothing to talk much today. BUt, can't wait for tommorow, GET BACK EXAM PAPER. YAHOOO!!!! But, still dunno what to bring for tommorow's lesson. HAHX!

Nothing To Do...

2009-05-19T22:33:00.000+08:00

Fun, LiKe BoyBAnds...

2009-05-19T21:48:00.008+08:00

WOAH!!! Damn today was a freaking fun day. I WISh there were more days like this. I though today was going to be boring, but it turned out wrong, BUt at the same time it was damn tiring, fEEl like going to sleep, but blog first. ;D Anyway, it all started out to a simply trip with my friends to Toa Payoh, BUt first they wanted to go to the JAming stuDio. There were four of us, at first. So we did have fun there. I tried all of the insturment i could find. HAHAX. Then... We Started JAming. We just played any songs that came into our head, i DID a little singing. HAH, MaCaM PaHaM!!! YEA.. Then after an hour of JAming, we went to Toa PAyoh, but not straight awy. We went to HAkim's house, and waited for akmal. So now there were six of us. YEA!!! It just started to get fun.

Khairul, Naufal, Zuhri, Hakim, Akmal, and me, Faried, WEE were all like MAT MAT. COOL! i was Carrying the guitar and naufal WAS, SS, playing with DRUM sticks. We Were like some BoyBAnd. HAH, COOL EH! So we did went to Toa PAyoh, to Do our class Tee. YEa, it was kinnda nice. It was about 6.00 pm ++ .... So, WE were innocent child, Hah, We did our prayer first and the mosque beside ue, and dicided to take some pictures... HEEEE :D YEA.. this is the picture of the Madrasah, and we were standing in front of it. HAHAHA, we were like some lunatic, taking bunch of pictures.

ERMMMMM, then we all are freaking hungry, So we WALK, WHICH WAS LIKE DAMN FAR!!! But at last when we arrived at the Coffee Shop, THE MalaY stall was close. DAMNIT!!! So it was like 7.20 pm ++ and we walked all the way back to the mosque, and did our prayers again. So from there we took a bus to BISHAN INTERCHANGE. OH, DAMN, we were all so hungry, and there were so many food stalls to go, so we walk around, and i still carrying the guitar with me, where ever i go, it was like so COOL. CHEH!!! YEa at last i just shouted at them, that we are so hungry, and lets just go to MACS, hahx we did, and at last ate something. AWWWh, Damn it was nice. WOOOHOOO! AHHH, at last we were all exhasuted and decided to go home. Arg, for some reason i was so emo on the train, and in the bus too. OKAY, i guess this is all i could blog for today, REALLY tiring. GOODNIGHT!!! YEa, (This is going home time, we were all so tired, and exhausted.)

The Truth

2009-05-18T12:06:00.002+08:00

Just found out the truth yesterday night. Was kindda sad, but i couldn't tell. It was a mixture of sadness and broken hearted. It wasn't the answer that i expected. BUT, what the hack, i got all over it this morning, but still feel kindda sad, no wonder it rained. I would need to do something to win her heart back. Regreted what i have not done last time.

This is the trouble, if you try to get mix up with LOVE... You got to played it smooth and slow. slowly win her heart, day by day, she would come closer to you. BUt, if you did not get the answer you expect to get, be prepare... Sometimes if you try to get in this LOVE life, its better not to, if you can't handle the truth, it would only hurt yourself, rather than make you happy. For all my 15 years of life, i've learn alot, enough to make me regret what i've done for the past few years. All this time, it just brought me into... Well, something...

Sacrifices

2009-05-17T16:49:00.003+08:00

Some people say, you have to make sacrifices for everyone, or for everything... People also say, if you sacrifice for something, you'll get something bigger in return. Sometimes you'll have to sacrifice something that you really love and care about, you'll have to let it go. It'll make them happier, but breaks your heart to see them with someone else. Give them time. Let them think about it. Maybe they'll come back to you. ONe day... One Day...

It breaks my heart, to see you with someone else. It makes me sad, to see you hold his hands. It kills me, death by death, to see you walk with him. It burns me, bit by bit, to see you kiss him. BUT, it makes me happy, if you are happy. What could i do... You chose him, but not me. THis is the way of life, there is its ups and downs, BUt it'll never go in a striaght line. It is just like a roller coaster. This is the story of my life, but for me, my life has only its downs.

Boring Holidays

2009-05-16T22:44:00.005+08:00

Hey everyone. And Hey to myself. I'm back, the only me. Holiday for most of us, a five day holiday. Thought that having holiday would be really fun, NAH... THought WRong, after the exams, after school days, its been boring than EVER!!! Normally we would be studying and our life would mean something, but now, its just nothing... plain boring life. IMAGINE IF it Was tHe JUNE Holiday. I would be happy to have a holiday and rest my head for awhile, but sometimes, too much free time SucKS!!! I would just be sitting at home rotting... HAH! Must make plans to go out this few days, go out with someone, someone special... HEHEHE!!! Anyway, today i did went out, at least to excercise or something. I decide to go to the gym with my friend(s). AWRG, now my body is aching everywhere. HAH, i push myself too much. Today we did mostly, on training our muscle, YEA, guy must look tuff, HAH, and be tuff too. I was training my biceps, triceps, chest muscle, back muscle, leg muscle, actually almost every muscle, mostly my chest muscle. :D Its now 10.58 pm, a little sleepy though, but not sleepy. HAHX!

LEts plan wat to do for the next fews days... Sunday, in the morning shall go to mosque, to recite our Al-Quran. Then after that, don't noe wat to do, maybe just sit at home watch, read a book or something, play computer, chat, sms. I think thats all. then on monday, i will go out and play football with my friends, then i also can meet Mistika, after school. she still has her last exam, MTL. erm, i feel kinda sleepyyyy. ZZZzzzzzzz. Sleepy uh, k bye, GOOD NIGHT!

NOthiing TO talk about.

2009-05-15T16:27:00.001+08:00

HAHAHA. I just told everyone about my plan, BUt Who cares No one reads my blog. This is a so called digital diary. Yea, TRUE TRUE!

IF your reading this, this might be my last post. cause you will never see me again... GOOD BYE, my love, i will always miss you. You'll always be in my heart, and i will never forget you.

HAHAHA. Joking only lah. Relakxs. Anyway, i guess all of you might be playing, celebrating and enjoying rite now. YAH! Good for you. I will still be at home rotting, and my best friend is going to be a book. WALAOWEI, i still got exam, religious one. ERm talking about words, and more words. YEa, thought of selling my poems. Cheh no lah, just thought of publishing it. Malay, Love poem - Puisi Cinta. I love a girl, who love me, but, what haPPENED! Nah, i just dunno how to handle a girl, i'm shy, quite and not that funny. YEA, i'm not suprise if a girl leave me.........
But just broken hearted.

On That Very Special Day and On That Very Special MOment...

2009-05-15T16:17:00.004+08:00

Finding someone to love. If you read this your going to know my plans, but you will never know who... One day, i'm going invite a special someone. Invite her to somewhere romantic... Somewhere, when the sun meet the sea. Yup, you guess it, its the beach. On a specific time, i'm going to sit with her alone, and lookat the sun as it goes down At that special moment, i'm going to ask the special someone that very special question, a question about LOVE... I hope she say yes... If she does say yes, i'm going to kiss her on the lips, no lah, only the cheeks, and hug her. On that special day she going to be my special someone. Someone TO Love.

YEa, been thinking all this time... wHat if she says no.

Then, just go with the flow. I guess shes not mine. Not my first, neither is the first special kiss that i'm going to give her. TAke her HAnds, hold it tight. And never let it go.

Sebuah Cerita Tentang Cinta.

2009-05-13T17:17:00.002+08:00

Masuk ke menengah tiga ini,
Nasib ku sering bertukar berkali - kali.
Kadang - kala, ia menjadi terang,
Seperti matahari,
Dan, Kadang - kala, ia menjadi gelap,
Seperti malam yang dinanti.

Cinta ku ini,
Ditolak oleh seorang gadis.
Gadis, yang berjelita,
Yang di sayangi oleh ku.
Dia menghancurkan perasaan ku.
Sehingga ku berasa sedih, sampai ke hari ini...

Selepas beberapa hari kemudian,
Ku tersempak dengan seorang permaisuri,
Daripada sekolah ku sendiri.
Wajahnya adalah yang terindah, yang ku telah hadapi.
Apabila dia bersuara,
Kaki ku menjadi lemah.

Aku bermula berkenalan dengan dia,
Dan pada saat itu,
Aku berjatuh Cinta kepadanya.
Aku cuba mengambil hatinya,
Tetapi ia tidak sangat payah.
Kerana dia sudah mencintaiku, sebanyak yang ku mencintai dia.

Nasib ku mula bertukar.
Kerana ia di terangi, oleh seorang permaisuri.
Sehinggalah ke hari ini,
Ku masih bersama dia.
Berketawa, dan berbual mesra, sambil berpegangan tangan.

Great DAYS...But Regreted iT!

2009-05-13T16:56:00.004+08:00

SoRRy, did not blog for the past two and a half-day. NOt feeling like myself for the past few days. FEELS like lazy...everything i do feels like LAZY. Don't even know why. Quite lonely at home, missing someone in my life, someone special. Nothing to blog about though, but maybe there's something in my mind. that i could blog about.......*Thinking*.......*Thinking*.......*Thinking* YESH!!! AHAh, yea, just now i went out studying with my friends at the liabrary, DAMN it was cold. But, anyway, we did study at least alittle. AT least somethings going in.

AFter a few misley minutes, we when to go play with our Sec 2 friends. YAY!!! Mistika was there. Eventhough i did not talk to her that much, looking at her, brigthen up my day. Arg how dump of me...i was with her but did even hang out with her, nah wasn't feeling like myself. JUst now also me and Sham did some parkour, mostly was Sham. We were trying to get ball, it was on top of a walk way, so i acctually wanted to take the ball but, i don't think Sham could handle my weight, Yea so i push him out and went down to support him from the bottom... Today was a great day though. I enjoyed it.

Currently texting Mistika, trying to play the guitar. HAH!!!

MOnday BLues >>>

2009-05-11T11:22:00.002+08:00

Monday, Monday, Monday. When there's always a holiday, there's nothing to blog. Nothing interesting or fun usually happens. Tommorow Maths MYE and i have NOT STUDIED YET!!! NO MOOD UH!!! serious, no use studying, nothing goes in. actually i was suppose to have TUITION today, but lazy uh...NO MOOD, WAIT SO MOODY. Tsk tsk tsk. It's been three days already, since the last time i saw Mistika. Miss her so much. ARg, i think she's pissed of at me. LOLX, accidentally sleep while having our conversation through SMS. Well Nothing to talk about, so blog later then...

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Kali Pertama Ku Melihat Mu..

2009-05-11T10:57:00.004+08:00

Pada pertam kali ku melihatmu,
Aku termenung kepada wajah manismu,
Dan aku tidak mengebilkan mataku ini,
Setiap kali aku menutup mataku,
Terukir pula wajahmu.

Dan aku tidak boleh melupakan mu...
Telah hampir satu tahun selepas ku melihat mu.
Dan masuk sahaja kepada menengah tiga ini,
Aku pula terpandang wajahmu,
Di depan kelasku.

Teringat pula balik kepada kali pertama aku melihatmu,
Dan pada hari itu pula,
Aku mula mencintai mu.
Dan pada hari ke empat belas,
Bulan Feb ini...

Aku memberi hatiku,
Kepadamu,
Dan mengeluarkan perasanku kepada mu,
Tetapi malanglah nasib ku ini,
Kerana kamu tidak menerima cintaku...

Aku faham yang kamu berada didalm keadaan sedihmu ini,
Tetapi kenangan akan mengalir seperti sungai,
Janganlah kamu fikirkan kepada masalalu mu ini,
Tetapi fikirkan apa yang akan kamu lakukan kepada kesokan hari nanti. Kerana masalalu mu itu akan menyakiti hati mu itu...

Happy Mother's Day

2009-05-10T16:56:00.003+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER"S DAY

TOO to EvErYoNe ThAt CeLeBrAtEs IT!!!

Wishing All Mother, especially my mum, A Happy Mother's Day!!!

OLD Friends

2009-05-10T16:44:00.002+08:00

Today was suppose to be a boring...draggggging day. Like DUH!!! Weekend, got nothing at home, possibly rot at homeeee, watching TV, using com. YEA... But suprisingly, today i went online on my MSN messenger, which i have not for about a 2 years, and i found that i still exist. HAHA!!! I chat with most of my old friends, and some teach me on how to improve my blog... YAY!!! Now its improve. So, sooo far i've been using the com for HOURs! and my maths ExAm is on Tuesday, and i've not STUDIED a thing. WOAH!!! GLER!!! Nvm, i think i can ace it. Anyway i top in class wat! CHEH. HeHeee.

Anyway. Just now texting Mistika...later going to watch Charlie And The Chocolate Factory, favourite show with her...ON THE PHONE LER! on channel 5. YEa, now dunno wat to type about. NVM, Bye GTG. (POsting third poem tommorOW)

Vesak DAY!!!

2009-05-09T18:00:00.005+08:00

Arg, Vesak Day. Holiday, was suppose to go out with friends, but decide not too. DAMN! Should have followed them, so BORING at home. Decided to go to blogger and fiddle around with some of the stuffs. Apparently, now your thinking why is there even a Taz picture on my blog. Well...i like TAz, and Stitch, especially when they are baby. Look so CUTE. Anyway nothing better to do...called Mistika, talk to her for awhile, then chat with her. Was waiting for my sis to come home and bring the Sim card for my phone...so i can message Mistika, YAY!!! lolx. But, at least i get to talk to her and made her laugh too. So, i got nothing interesting to talk, the whole day was boring, signing out, Faried.

Well for all the people who celebrates vesak day today. HAPPY VESAK DAY. ;D

Sebuah Puisi Untukmu Dari Aku

2009-05-09T17:10:00.004+08:00

Wahai manisku...
Wahai cintaku...

Aku sangat mancintaimu,
Tetapi kamu menolak cintaku.
Aku hanya mahu menolongmu,
Dan maafkanku,
Kalau aku telah manyakiti hatimu.

Aku tidak boleh menjalankan hidupku,
Kalau kamu tidak berada di sisiku.
Aku faham keadaanmu,
Jadi aku tidak mengharapkan mu,
Untuk berada denganku.

Tetapi aku hanya mahu mengluarkan perasaanku,
Kepadamu.
Dan juga, aku hanya mahu memberitahumu...
Yang aku sangat mencintaimu.
Dan,

Aku faham yang kamu penuh dangan kesedihan,
Tetapi janganlah kamu menitiskan air matamu,
Dan janganlah kamu memurungkan wajahmu,
Dan janganlah kamu mekurungi diri mu.

Kerana aku...
Tidak boleh meneruskan hidup ku ini,
Untuk melihat mu,
Terus berduka!
Dan aku akan membuat apa pun

Untuk membahagaikanmu...

Drawings

2009-05-08T16:42:00.003+08:00

Yah...as i said just now, my day is damn boring. Day by day, it gets more boring. I was once good in art since my primary school, and in sec 1 and 2, i'm still good at it. Anyway, i have not drawn for a few months, and i don't even know whether i could still draw or not, but look at this drawing i made. COOL eh! OK i know, thats kinnda show off. HAHX, ya it is. So thats all, i did this during my exam, got half an hour left before exams end. So WHAT THE HACK...I just draw...

TriBal FuSion ARt - Rose + Tribal. YEA!!! You like it???

BORING!!!

2009-05-08T16:20:00.002+08:00

The start of a new day...and i do not have a handphone to even message someone. Anyway today was my maths paper, and believe or not, it was kindda easy. HAHX, everyone was so damn stress. I can't forget their faces, especially Feroz. He was like damn stress. WOAH!!! Tommorow vesak day, so from Saturday to Monday, i won't get to see her...Mistika. Awww, so sad and i started missing her already. Tommorow no holiday so most likely i can go cycling with my friends, wish for some how i can invite her. WAIT...actually i can. HAH i'm talking to myself. Tuesday is a new day and...MYE is still not over. Arg so stress, got two maths paper, on the same day somemore. Haiya...

Holiday...Holiday...Holiday, wonder what could i do...NOTHING!!! better just blog for no reason. I'l update later. OK Bye for now.

Seorang Permaisuri

2009-05-07T19:00:00.004+08:00

Siang dan malam,
Tidak terjawap.
Pandang ke kanan dan ke kiri,
Ternampak permaisuri.

Macam manakah aku hendak melupakanmu?
Kalau, setiap kali aku menutup mataku ini,
Terbayang - bayang pula wajah manismu itu.
Dan...

Apabila kamu bersuara,
Terhiris pula hatiku, apabila aku terdengarnya,
Dan, kaki aku pula berasa sangat lemah,
Kerana suaramu itu sangat merdu.

Kamu, adalah seperti seorang permaisuri,
Yang sedang berdamai,
Di sebuah padang,
Yang di diasi dengan, bunga - bunga mawar yang mekar.

Kerana wajahmu itu,
Adalah yang terindah dan berjelita,
Dan adat budi mu itu,
Adalah yang terbaik dan, keanggunanmu itu,

Mencairkan Ku...

To Be Continue...

Sad Days, But Happy Too

2009-05-07T18:33:00.001+08:00

Today was partly swaaay and partly happy...YAY!!! Arg. MYE started, must study. Damn you exam policy! HAHX! Anyway after our paper we went to play football. GEREK! BEST! At last i noe how to be a goal keeper. Saved 3 balls scored one goal. YAY! First time scored a goal, but at last still sad. Get scolding from my parents, i message too much and now handphone kena taken away, wait cannot sms my love of my life, don't need to noe who, but still i can call her...WOOHOO!!!

Talking about her...YAY, at least just now got to spent time with her for awhile. Wanted to hold her hands, but kindda shy. She so cute and pretty, and when she wears P.E. shirt, she looks so hot. Woah!!! No wonder i was sweating the whole time. Anyway this 25th may, got my school reunion. YAY, get to see all my old friends, and garantee they would be really suprise, i slim down already. Thats all i could say...signing out, Faried

Currently texting the love of my life, but i guess this is the last. :(